So I always wondered what it would be like to live a secret life. There's so much negative hype surrounding me on the DL, but there's also negativity surrounding homosexuals in general. I wonder if life would have been easier if I had kept my sexuality a secret. Of course I'm not OUT either. I don't mind telling people how I am, but it's really nobody's business. I get tired of people asking about my relationship or making jokes about my sexuality. The shit gets irritating.
I try not to care about what other people think. If you don't like how I live my life, FUCK YOU. Simple as that. Dealing with sexuality isn't easy for anyone. It's especially hard when you are at a crossroads in your life. Every day is filled with different emotions. It's hard to deal with life, love, and relationships when you have so many thoughts running through your head. I think a good VACAY is in order!
Anyway, back to the point. DL seems 'cool' to me. I've been reading a few blogs and it seems like their lives are a lot less complicated. I'm sure they deal with their own issues...who doesn't? But at this point in my life I don't think THIS is what I need.
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